I really wanted to write a poem, but the words are not flowing the way they used to. It's a dreary March day. I think today sums up my thoughts about March nicely.... cold (for Spring, not winter-cold), dreary, and wet. Depressing. Come on April, are you here yet? Just kidding. I am old enough now that I have decided not to wish my life away. I'm not so old as my Mom's generation, having their friends and neighbors pass away and attending funerals every week or so. So there is that to be grateful for.
Spring is Beginning
This March morning is wet and rainy
a damp fills the air
and cold clings to the dampness.
March days like these
feel like grief...
depressing, overwhelming and sad.
Days like these
avoidance is my friend.
I just want to sip my coffee
surrounded by my furry little loves
and not face the realities of farm life.
But alas,
the goats and chickens and ducks
did not feed themselves
this cold, wet, dreary day.
The big dog needs attention
and there's dishes to do
and chicks to prepare for.
Laundry to fold
and meals to make.
Dreams of escape
to a place of luxury and leisure
are just that...
dreams.
So I'll steal a moment,
an hour,
a moment in time.
I'll dig deep and find some gratitude
for the life I live
and the indulgences I have.
I'll face this cold, dank day
fueled by coffee and courage;
I'll beat back the demons
that this weather summons.
Blessed are the women
who brave the ugliness of Spring
before the rewards...
the flowers, sunshine and bees.
-Carrie Horn
March 2026


It's as if you're describing the exact day I'm witnessing over here. "March days like these/feel like grief.../
ReplyDeletedepressing, overwhelming and sad."
Wow, you really captured it!
Spring cannot arrive fast enough!
Yes. Spring without this grey blanket of depression. Can't wait!
DeleteHere in Vietnam, we call it 'Moldy March'. In this climate with high humidity, in March everything is damp and wet with a thin sheer of green mold. Yuck! I loved the line "I'll dig deep and find some gratitude for the life I live" - made me reframe my old irritation and annoyance with Moldy March!
ReplyDeleteI've never been more grateful not to live in Vietnam, thanks for perspective!
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